Thursday, March 20, 2008

emoness could not be contained

I'm glad this week is over. its been pretty bad. I had play practice twice this week, which usually is good, but play practice is kinda pointless for me, cause in the big final scene I'm on for about 30 seconds at the end, and my big scene where i run the show is totally inconsequential. It's funny and everything, but isn't really important to the plot or the play as a whole. so basically i sit there for 3 hours and work for about an hour. if that. don't get me wrong i love my part, and i love play practice, i wish we had it every day of the week, but it's been kinda frustrating lately.

and school has been gay. its so freaking confusing to feel the way i do. Cause now there's this guy, and i have no idea what he thinks but i'm becoming attached. and that just confuses things worse.

then there are thse people who "care" about me. Which is great and all, its nice to have freinds. but i can't think of one of these people who wouldn't turn around and run away screaming if i told them why i was upset. which is upseting. lol. and ori lives in NC. it sucks havning you're best freind live so far away.

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