i wish i hadn't missed youth group Sunday. i feel so off and out of kilter. bible is great and everything, but i need some God time. time where i can settle down into worship and forget about all the cares of this world and focus of God.
i kinda feel like God wants me to go to this little small group type thingy that some girls in my class have set up. i wanna go to, and it would make finding a place to sit during lunch on Fridays a lot easier, but I'm kinda scared of being branded as on of "Renee's groupies".
it sucks that at lime the only people who might even care about God the same way i do, have this stigma attached to them. I'd feel like a total outsider.
idk. i wish i had more control over my life.right now anything i do has to be approved by mom and dad then fir into the schedule. i hate it.
About Me
- Emily
- I am unwritten, can't read my mind I'm undefined. I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned. Staring at the blank page before you. Open up the dirty window. Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find. Reaching for something in the distance. So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
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