why is it easier for me to believe that God screwed up? All of the sincere believers i talk to seems to want to believe that God is in control, and that even if they don't know how to deal with the problem, he does and will in his own time.
but for me, i always want to say," back off God, you messed up and now i gotta fix it" I don't think I've ever truly given a situation or problem up to God, which is probably why i can't attest to his power. I know about his love, I inadvertently beaten that lesson in many times. But I've never "seen" his power at work.
I wonder is it a maturity thing? The who and the when are the easy part, but i don't know the whats, the where's, or the hows. i feel so lost in the vast shallowness of christian cliches and skin deep belief. I look at devote Muslims and Hindus, and frankly they don't act much different from us. i wonder if there is any difference? merely a common need for stability? a cosmic parent who will kiss it and make it better?
I'm confused.
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