looking back and me? unhappy?

a lot of people, including my family who should know me pretty well, say that i am an unhappy person.

this is quite upsetting because i don't think i am an unhappy person. I'm not overly bouncy and excited all the time. i don't talk as much as some people i know. i think about things and I'm a bit of a fatalist/realist. but i don't think i am and unhappy person. In fact I'm happy most of the time.

something i am very happy about is SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER!!! YAY!!!

this year has been a roller coaster ride of ups and downs.

its started with soccer season, and a promising start at that. We had won all of our first six games by land slides, everyone was working together, we all had a good attitudes, not a lot of injuries, life was good. Then the Hudsons left, creating a mess of emotions for everyone. we lost the next game and had to put our all into every game we won after that, and at the end of the season we were barely 500.

Near the end of soccer season i started the play, seeing as how i had the smallest part, it wasn't a big part of my life until the week of dress rehearsals. but what a week it was. i got to know Bee and Em learned my lines, figured out all the inside jokes, felt nauseous over Renee's pathetically obvious brown nosing, and really enjoyed the whole thing. The cast party was awesome and we went to Perkins! yay!

we had basketball which started right before the play ended. it was awesome. i discovered that basketball could be fun and lighthearted. i met Jess, which started a era of self loathing and doubt. we had a good season, uninterrupted by Haiti = [ we weren't particularly amazing, but we had fun. Then we had the second play, which was joy tempered by sadness knowing that bee, and therefore em, wasn't gonna be there next time.

then there was Kay and i being our crazy unpredictable selves. With Coffee, walks and big amount mistakes before play practice creating a memories i will always cherish. Not having Ori around was sucky, but it helped Kay's and my friendship to continue and strengthen.

we had art Meghan and i with all of our crazy jokes: "YOU'RE BANNED!", Nicole never getting anything done, EMO POWER!, shut up log boy! and others.

ski trips with kayla, burmolester, mr tumnus and squinta, YOU"RE WRONG!, and Rachel and - "cranky pants"

this year was great