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hello. i know i havn't blogged in forever. aha but since no one knows out this blog anymore, no one will mind lol = ]

these past three days have been amazing. like totally unexpectedly fabulous. not for any particular reason, but they just were.

It wasn't because of some event i was hoping for, or because of some actual, identafiable reason. i just didn't feel awkward, i didn't feel ugly and fat(which is how i feel noramally. don't feel bad for me thats jsut how i am)

for some reason the serotonin was just flowing more than usual. Its funny, when you're sad or upset, and pretty much all you want is for someone to notice and maybe just talk to you, no one seems interested in being anywhere near you. but when you're happy, or just calm and content and frankly couldn't care less whether or not anyone talked to you, that's when people decide to be friendly. kinda ironic don't ya think? it makes me laugh.

hehe oops

haha i just relized that it was right after i told everyone that i was not blogging any more that i started blogging again. oops =]

survey

When was the last time you really laughed?
prolly saturday night with ashley

Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
how would you scoop spaghetti? i twirl it

do you drink milk straight from the carton?
nope


Who knows a big secret about you?
ori, kay and now annie i think


How long is your hair?
around my shoulders, a little longer


Do you like Batman?I have never seen Batman!

who was the last person to say "i love you"?
someone at the cast party. we were all in a really "i love you" kinda of mood. wierd...

Do you like anyone now?
yes = ]

When was the last time you sang out loud?
today


What did you have for breakfast?
eggs and toast


Is your birthday on a holiday?
nope. nowhere near a holiday. unless labor day counts



What instant messaging service do you use?
trillian (AIM)

Can you cook?
yes. i love to cook!

Did you have a nap today?
nope

What was the reason you got in trouble last?
i think when Mrs. Shwartz caught me chewing gum in school

What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
jeans

Want some green beans?
no. and that is a superly random question

Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?
its the tee-shirt for our play

Do you have any regrets?
yup

Do you use an alarm clock?
yup

Where was your default My Space picture taken?
at the creek

Do you ever snort when you laugh?
nope

Whats the first thing you notice of the opposite sex?
i don't really know.

What color is your favorite shoe?
addidas sandals = ]

Who would you like to see right now?
a bunch of people.

Are you a social or antisocial person?
depends on the day.

Have the cops ever come to your house?
don't think so

Do you have a tan?
ha no. i'm so white i'd glow in the dark

Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone?
with someone prolly. idk. i've never thought about it

What radio station do you listen to?
the drive, 98 pxy, 98.9. WCMF, 106.7,

Are you afraid of the dark?
not really

Have you ever been in a pit?
not that I know of

Do you miss someone today?
yes. ori and some people from skool

What’s your favorite song?
i have lots

Who’s your last missed call?
a wrong number

What’s your favorite commercial at the moment?
i don't know

Do you always wear your seat belt?
when i'm driving yes. when i'm riding in someone else's car, no. its weird i know.

Do you like bananas?
yes

What do you wear to bed?
t-shirt or wife beater, and Pj pants

Who was the last person to disappoint you?
no comment

Do you trust people?
no

What does your 5th text message in the inbox say?
" i was just getting to school" from rickey

Is there someone you want to fight?
nope

Do you know what you want to do with your life?
be a doctor. go to Haiti as many times as i can. raise a family with kids that love God. and that's weird, cause that particular desire is not something i would have thought i would want. strange.

i ♥ drama!

I'm back!

lately I've been suffering from blog with drawl. and especially now that the play is over i needed to write something! so I've decided, that i will blog. and do so regularly but there will be little to no personal info disclosed. yay = ]

OMG THE PLAY IS OVER!!! = [[[[ I'm so sad! bee was right in saying that the play is like a three month long high. the4 last week with all the dress rehearsals and all the crazy busyness, its the best. even when everyone is all stressed out and annoyed with each other, its still an awesome time.

last week was seriously the best performance week I've ever been through, i mean bee did her usual flipping out cause things weren't just right, and of course Andrew got all emo and pity me because he was "soooo incredibly stressed out" please, people, take yourself less seriously, it wasn't even that stressful. don't get me wrong i love Andrew to death, hes a really cool guy, but seriously. And of course there was drama with Renee and Tim and Beth and Greg, but that wasn't unusual.

We all got to be Friends and there was little to no backbiting or fighting, and its was just over all a really fun experience. Ashley and i are scary when we are together, cause we both posses an ability to deliver scathing sarcasm, and we just let it out on each other cause we both know we can handle it. it was so funny when i drove hadassah and Ashley to bee's house, cause Ashley and i were talking, and hadassah was like "holy crap you guys are so mean to each other!" and it was really funny. = ]

I'm so glad i was convinced to be in You the Jury, cause otherwise i wouldn't have all these amazing memories. I never would have got to know bee and em, and my opinion of all the people i have been in drama with would be entirely different. Like Mrs Shwartz! I'm so glad I've been able to talk to her through drama cause shes totally different than she is in school.

and when you think about it, there was no way i would have been able to get through last year without drama. I mean seriously i think it kept me from going the rest of the way insane. like when i was all crazy emo and stuff, that one time Kay and i got in trouble for Kay leaving practice without telling anyone, jus the way bee handled the whole thing, i think helped me turn my life around, so don't let anyone ever tell you that drama is a waste of time. at least not at Lima.

to have directors and volunteers who present a Christ like example is such an incredible blessing. and even more than being great people, thats what i would have liked to said to bee and em, i would have loved to thank them for their awesome example and their ability to love everyone in a godly way. this is awkward to write about so I'm gonna stop. but basically, i ♥drama!

sorry. personal suject matter. but from here on out, no more.