GO Patriots!

my team, the patriots, creamed the bills, everybody elses team

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i don't care if they cheated, even if they weren't they still kick everybodies butt.

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life is good

life is good.

i have a lot to be thankful for, i think i need to remember that more often.

and i hurt my knee, so for all you wonderful people who read this, pleez pray for it.

cheer me up

how come everything I'm good at is seen as completely strange?

I'm strong, and could be competitive weight lifter if i wanted to be. But how do explain to someone that you compete in woman's power lifting? there's bad stereotype if i ever heard one.

I'm good at building stuff, but girls aren't supposed to be good like that. guys are supposed to do that.

I'm a good cook, and i enjoy it, but i have no one to cook for.



I'm so frustrated with school, and soccer and life right now.
its real easy to love God when you're not surrounded by people laughing at God 24/7.
its really easy to be happy when you aren't reminded of your biggest mistake every day.

idk...I'd love a hug, some chocolate, and a love story with a happy ending.

Homework

this year is already shaping up to be absolutely insane. i have so much homework and i thought last year was bad!

the last few years I've kinda been slacking off and just coasting through. i got good grades, but i wasn't trying barely at all. But this year i have to do well and i will, but I'm most certainly not used to doing this much work.. haha = ] and my parents still expect me to have all the extra time i had when i didn't do any of my homework at home, so they have me cleaning and cooking dinner even when inside I'm dreading staying up till midnight working of chemistry. ugh.

we have a game today, first game we might even have a slight chance of winning, but i think some of the younger s have so little confidence in themselves that we're not gonna do well.
see the thing is that our defense if actually pretty good. Melissa is awesome and steph is great she just likes to show off. I'm ok. but our forwards are horribly inexperienced and our mids have no idea what they're doing. so even if the defense gets it out, it comes right back in because the offense can't do anything!

grrrr.

and yea, I'm blogging at school = ]

oh!

And i haven't gotten any money back from my Haiti letters! I'm so screwed cause my g-pa needs the money soon to buy plane tickets before the prices go up and i have virtually no support! AGH!

strange day

today was weird.

i got up threw on an outfit that ended up looking really nice, got to school talked to a few people that i never talk to, then started school.t apparently was free hug day, and a bunch of people that i don't really associate with randomly came up to me and gave me a hug. which was interesting.

In the middle of lunch my hamburger slid off of my plate, resulting in a huge mess and me having to go buy another hamburger. And i barely got enough time to eat because me and Nicole ran around trying to find someone to sit with for awhile after my hamburger problem was resolved.

i was unusually tired all day until math class. It for some reason totally woke me up then, as i was getting ready to go to practice, bee showed up! it was awesome seeing her again. We have been sorta talkin of and on online, but i think I'm beginning to agree with my dad in that email and text just aren't the same as actually seeing and talking with people. anyways that also made me sad remembering that i won't be able to do drama this year. =[

ten we had practice. we thought we were gonna do a lot of running and we were right. but i got the my best mile time yet, 7:56! I'm so happy cause i so wanted to get under the 8 minute mark.

after practice i talked to bee again, and got into my dads car transparently happy, totally content.

my dads such a dour man, hes freakin depressing to be around and then he wonders why he has no Friends. Lighten up! anyways we bickered and fought all the way home, and then i had to make dinner. and i hated the recipe that we were making. and now I'm gonna go finish my math homework.

hope you had a great day!

scratchy scratchy

i think that if i were to write a sermon, i would write and speak on Love. cliche, but i would speak on the why and the how rather than the what, like most preachers do.

normally i would just write it then post it, but I'm really tired and i want to go to bed.

but first I'm gonna whine. i did a quarter mile of walking lunges yesterday and now my legs are so sore it hurts to touch them.

and i have poison ivy! I'm so uncomfortable right now!

how was your day?